Saturday, September 6, 2008

I'm Not Gonna Give it up

"Pay No Attention to Boundaries." Carlana Stone,pg 127

Yes, well, we do believe boundary's exist. But, sometimes the boundary is the people surround you. Your mother, father, sister, brother, cousin, best friend, friends, even yourself.

Somehow, people don't want to see you succeed anything in your life and they ask you to accept who you are and not going further in your life. Well, you are a loser if you do that. You shouldn't listen a dime from this kind of people.

Otherwise, it's just break our heart and we will lose our spirit.

I believe there is always boundaries in everything we do. I always believed.

But, we can say no to them, maybe we're just hoping on it. Break it or spare it for another time.

Try this (exercise from Carlana);

Pick out any goals you want to achieve and write down all of them. Write down a game plan, decide on path, and explore the consequences. Then ACT. You may change your strategy if you need along the way.

You will find that no matter how big or small your goals are, no matter what happen, you succeed or not, you will feel proud and realize because no matter what it is, at least you know that you already done your best and you will satisfy yourself. You will feel greater to control your life. You can study your goodness and weakness at the same time.

So, if people out there always ask you to stop, you shouldn't listen. They are just the breakers. No matter what condition youre in, you must know, that there's nobody can give you what you want. It always you and that is only you can live your dream come true.

People will say anything to make them feel great. So, if there's a voice of deniable of objection, just pretend you are not listening. they are the true boundaries.

Just like mine, my uncle just say that i may be useless and he is expected. So im just trying to be cool because he said badly things about me while don't know anything about me. And let see what happen to all his four sons and a daughter. What will they be? I will be greater than all of them because that is my goal.

(EXP)
Goal: Be greater than my uncle's children.
Consequences: Haters, haters and haters.
Path: 1.Study 2.Get a Dip 3.Get a job while degree 4.Married to a wonderful woman.
My Action: Now i am in my number one achieving for my second.

What would you expecting, try this, it will be so much fun and you will feel very release. And you will be just fine and happy. At least i can lose some tension.


xoxo.Try this.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Taking Chances

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world.


PS.Tq buddy for being there.Love you like forever.xoxo

Monday, May 26, 2008

26 Mei 2008.



Lihat sahaja gambar di atas, sudah tentu terlintas tentang hari jadi. Heheh, sebenarnya hari ini adalah hari jadi aku yang ke-19. Well im not sure somehow some of my fellas berusaha juga untuk meraikan my birthday. But im not expecting this in friendship ok. It is ok if people just remember me and be still my friends.

Terima kasih kepada semua yang wish birthday saya sejak minggu lalu lagi. Saya amat menghargainya dan tak tahu bagaimana hendak membalas nya.

Sepatutnya aku hanya ada satu tujuan sahaja ke kolej pada hari ini iaitu mendaftar subjek untuk sem hadapan, tapi ecah, wani, din dan fendi ajak pula ke Jusco. Tiba-tiba ada kek pulak. Hehehe, buat suspen je kan. But it was awesome. And i really speechless somehow i dont know that there's still a friend who really work for my birthday party. Nasib tak menitiskan air mata tadi. Sejujur terima kasih buat Abang Din, Abang Fendi, Kak Aishah dan Kak Wani (proval that i am still younger than you guys). Hahaha.

Tq so much untuk Din yang sangat-sangat berbelanja besar untuk ini Cake, KFC, Wayang dan Secret Recipe. Percayalah, bukan aku yang mintak semua ni. Huhuhu. Tapi Din, you are very nice to another people. Susah nak balas kembali semua pemberianmu ini.

Terkenang pula zaman hari jadiku yang diraikan oleh Amira, Ekha dll. setahun yang lalu di My Friends Tom Yam. Still fresh in my mind thought that i never gonna forget about it. Kenangan ini sangat murni dan aku abadikan untuk selamanya bagi memekarkan kenangan yang akan datang.

Aku sungguh beruntung kerana masih punya kawan yang ingat tentang diriku. Aku rasa sungguh malu kerana somehow i am the one who forgot about their day.

But i am doing my best ok. I just love to be myself right now and i dont have to hurry it up. I want to make it very slow so i can enjoy every breath of my time to be spent with all my friends.

Btw, tq so much. Aku sungguh mengharagainya.




ps. Narnia 2 is superb.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Pure Science1 2005-2006

Speechless and missing.I miss my lovely teacher Miss Devagi, Pn Aznah, Pn Mariam, Pn Rahimah, Pn Kamariah and etc.The fact is, I won't be here standing on my feet without knowing them.Esp Miss Devagi who thought me a meaning of confidences. She know what I am and she know my life quite well.In fact she is the one and only Indian teacher who really love Malay students.Sebagai ganti nama kedua, dia membahasakan kami sebagai 'anak'.Dia juga sering menyatakan kebanggannya memiliki kami sebagai anak muridnya.And she said this is the best class she ever had.As Miss Devagi,Pn Aznah juga memiliki naluri keibuan menyeluruh kerana dia tidak lokek untuk berkongsi apa sahaja ruang bersama kami.Begitu juga Pn Mariam.Pn Rahimah pula tidak dapat dinafikan seorang ustazah yang gemar gosip2.Hehehe.The one and only Ustazah yang sangat sporting untuk berserita tentang duniawi.Sungguhpun itu dia sangat tegas dalam mengendalikan sesi pengajaran dan pembelajaran.Actually there was more than one teacher that really great.For me personally,they do have their own personality and strength.And now I don't know how much i miss them but just let it be the best part of my life because i can't turn back time and life has to move on.

Zaman persekolahan sememangnya zaman yang paling indah.Ia Fakta.Kerana kita belajar erti pertemuan,erti sedih,erti suka,erti persahabatan,erti kasih sayang,erti cinta(cinta monyet),erti keistimewaan,erti harapan,erti keikhlasan,erti gosip,erti wang ringgit,erti remaja,erti kekeluargaan,erti kemenangan,erti kekalahan,erti pemergian,erti perpisahan.Dengan variasi sahabat yang punya satu sifat saling menyokong,tidak menjadi masalah untuk mendapatkan yang terbaik untuk diri sendiri.Cuma siapa kata tiada perbalahan.Semestinya ada kerana dalam kehidupan ini amat sukar untuk menjadikan semua manusia menyukai diri kita.In fact kita tak boleh paksa orang lain agar suka kepada diri kita.Sesungguhnya kita hanya manusia biasa yang punya rasa dan perasaan.Dan punya satu harapan.Kejayaan.Dan kami semua masih lagi meniti jambatan menempuh alam dewasa dan kejayaan di tapak tangan.









And now,we're all separated by choosing our own destiny.
The memory of 2006.