Saya Masih Cinta Padamu

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Still Love You - Lee Hong Gi & Yoo Hwe Seung

Aduh Sakit Kepala

Sakit kepala? Saya tiada masa untuk itu. *iklan panadol jap*

Okay, pada yang mengenali diri saya, pastinya anda mengetahui yang saya juga adalah pengidap tegar migraine.

First of all, ramai yang konfius antara migraine dengan sakit kepala. Dik, kalau ala2 sengal-sengal, pening-pening biasa, tu sakit kepala je dik. Jangan over sangat. Sakit kepala biasanya hilang dalam masa yang singkat, ataupun dengan makan panadol je, hilang dah. Okay, tu sakit kepala.

Tapi kalau migraine, Allahurobbi! Selalunya sakit dia berlarutan berjam-jam, kadang-kadang the whole day, or night! Biasanya kalau migraine, kite memang dah tak boleh buat apa dah. Berserah jelah pada yang Maha Esa.

Selalunya kalau migraine, kesakitan tu macam roaming seluruh kepala. Ada masa dia attack gradually, ada masa one shot. Yang gradually tu kira okay lagi, kau boleh la buat persediaan kan. Tapi yang kalau one shot tu, peh, terus K.O. Kite ni ada low-blood pressure, pastu hantu kopi, so, memang layak lah dapat migraine tu zzzzzz.

Okay, jadi sekarang nak bagi tahu la sedikit tips tentang cara nak mengatasi situasi-situasi migraine itu.

ps. Selalunya memang tak ada penawar, sebab penawarnya adalah rehat yang cukup, dan juga aliran oksigen dalam kepala otak.

1. Tutup lampu, elak cahaya, selubung dengan gebor, tido la kau. Selalunya bila migraine, mata kite akan sangat sensitif pada cahaya. Dan kite pulak adalah seorang yang agak tak suka gelap. Jadi kalau berlaku tengah malam, kite tutup jelah muka dengan gebor. Pastu tido la ngko!

2. Minum air sambil tahan nafas. Kena ulang beberapa kali, kalau perlua buat jelah banyak2. Macam 2-3 minit ke. Tak janji la migraine tu hilang, tapi bearable.

3. Tarik nafas panjang-panjang, pastu hembus perlahan2. Sama gak, ulang la banyak2 kali. Ini membantu semoga oksigen dapat bergerak di dalam kepala otak.

4. Makan je penadol, langkah pencegahan gitu. Ada minyak apa2, kau sapu jelah kat kepala. Oh, guna essential oil untuk hidu-hiduan. Agak bagus la di situ. Kite suka yang peppermint. Dapppp!

5. Urut-urut kepala, dan juga tangan. Peliknya, migraine kat kepala, tapi urut tangan. Haa, jangan tak tahu, (maybe tahyul gak la) orang kata urat-urat safaf ke ape benda ke, ada yang connected dekat tangan kita, jadi no harm trying kan?

6. Elakkan coffee, teh. Sebab caffeine boleh trigger lagi teruk. However, however, however, kita ada kawan yang kalau migraine, dia kena minum coffee lagi. Pelik? agak la.

7. Mandi basahkan kepala. Yang ini agak membantu. Pastu sujud macam banyak kali, biar kepala ke bawah, kaki kat atas. Nak lancarkan aliran darah tu.

8. Yang last ni, kau redha jelah. Kita selalunya akan bahagia kalau kita redha. So kalau ada migraine tu, redha jelah ek?

Okay, bye. Nak sambung tengok Korean drama.

Knocking on Heaven's Door, Looking for My Mum

31st March 2018

Mak has left all of us to a better place. I heard she's heading to Jannah (heaven) now. Mak left without even say goodbye to me =(
She couldn't wait because she was rushing to Jannah.

I was in Cape Town, South Africa. I guess she don't want to see my terrible crying face *which I cry terribly, every fricking nights*.

I was at the wedding. Beautiful one! At the hotel next to the beach. Of course the view is stunning. Little did I know that beautiful view to be replaced with something exquisite.

My heart literally break, broken. To tiny tiny tiny pieces.

Empty.

Received a call, then pack my stuff, to the airport, rushing back but it took me 26 hours to reach home. By the time I reached home, it was already a little too late.

Sad, terribly sad.
Guilt, definitely guilty.

I did not manage to see my mum for the last time *just few video calls with my sister to her from the phone screen*. I did not manage to kiss my mum's cheek for the last time. I did not manage to hug her for the very last time. Above all, I did not manage to be there, to send her to eternity. I cannot see her forever!

The only thing I can do now, to pray for both of us to see each other again in heaven. I know that she will be waiting! She is! And I am going to see her!

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, kau hindarilah dia dari azab kuburMu, dari azab api nerakaMu. Kau permudahkanlah jalannya menuju syurgaMu dan Kau pertemukanlah kami semula nanti di sana, agar kami berdua dapat bersama-sama berpegangan tangan berjalan-jalan di taman Firdausi nanti.

Al Fatihah.

Mana semua orang?

Ramai dah
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berhenti jadi blogger.

Sad la macam ni!
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Come back to me please!

Okay, here we go!

I have to say that I have lost interest in writing blog since internet can be very annoying, people are too judgy, and I cannot express enough by doing so.

So, if I post something silly, or something not so normal, people will immediately judge me and trust me, the damage can be done so easily!

And, not to mention what stays in the internet, stays FOREVAHHHH! Just like how my students found my pictures, so I have to contact google, yahoo bla bla bla to remove the innocent photos of me from the cloud (I don't even want to start, so don't ask me what is cloud!)

But you know what?

This blog has been my online diary, a classic journal of what I've been through on my daily life. Something that I could share with many many many people. My happy little pills!

So, if I wrote something and people are being judgy, that is definitely their problem, not mine!

Maybe it is time for me to write again! Blah blah blah blah.

Haha, I am being super lazy. Getting old now!
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Okay, let me tell you a story now.

I believe my last post was somewhere 2014?, where I was still a teacher at Austin Heights International School. But I left that school (I cant remember when). I left to Fairview International School, for just a month. Just a month! Then I applied for both Tenby School, and Marlborough College. SO I got a job at Marlborough College as and Art Assistant. It was very interesting when I was working at Marlborough, I was like a Teaching Assistant to the main Art Teacher, but she was super amazing and I always told her that I want to become a teacher, the real main teacher. But along the time, Tenby called me and they offered me better that what Marlborough did, so I left again to Tenby.

Tenby was definitely amazing! I spent two years working there and surprisingly I have learnt a lot! Like more that what I've learnt from the other three school that I have been working with.

But of course, time goes by, amazing offer turned up so I grabbed. That is for Crescendo HELP International School where I am working at the moment. It's been a year and four months now and I have no other feeling about this school yet. I love this school so much and I can see my future here *unless there's better offer from another school, ha ha ha*.

So I am proud to say, that I have taught Arts for Primary for both national and international, and Secondary for national, and now I am teaching IGCSE for Arts Secondary.

I know it's been quite a few schools. People might think that I'm crazy to be jumping schools just like that. But I guess, that is the perks of being Mr. Wafs!

Love.

Maybe I Should Write Again

To write

or not to write.

That is the question!