Friday, October 2, 2015

Bukan ku tak mahu

Lamanya tak post bloggggg!!!!

Ni bukan bersarang, kalau rumah tinggal, hantu dah check-in dah.

Susah sikit la sekarang ni sebab student secondary. Dulu ajar primary, dorang tak pandai sangat google nama cikgu cari asal-usul segala. Budak secondary ni siap google images. Korasa?

Lepas ni memang tak boleh nak post panas2 sgt. Bahaya, viral nanti matilah nak kene benti keje lepas tu niaga kat pasor malam je.

Hari tu, untuk lesson ICT siap ada budak gugel gambarku dan post pula di blog beliau. Gugur jantung aku. Kalau gambor elok takpelah jugak. Ni gambo 3 tahun lepas tengah buat review pasal nose strip tu. Hamaigad!

Tapi tulah. Nak buat macam mana. Dah nasib la jadi cikgu ni.

Korang yg muda2 ni ingat sikit. Kot tetibe jd cikgu, g delete gambo2 g clubbing semua tu. Walaubagaimanapun, terserahla pada individu ittuew k. I memang jenis cikgu dont gv a damn gitu. Hihihi.

Okay, penat. Bye!

Sunday, June 21, 2015

Orang JB

Nampak tak kalau tak ada apa2 yang hendak dibicarakan, mula la aku ni nak merepek ni. Hikhikhik. Ni nak bagi tahu sikit, nak sembang kencang sikit nak bilang apa yang orang2 JB selalu buat kalau kitorang bosan.
Aku dengan geng2 aku memang jenis JBForever, kitorang hidup mati JB gitu, katanya!!!

1. Kitorang selalu makan, kalau sekali keluar makan mesti 5-6 kali. eh? Macam banyak sangat tu. Okay laaaa mesti 2 ke atas. Haaaaa. Kat mana kitorang selalu makan? Itu memang depends, tapi kalau ditanya nak makan mana, itu memang soalan yang paling sukar nak dijawab. Sebab kitorang ni jenis yang suka berjimat cermat, tempat makan haruslah tidak mahal sangat, tapi bukan murah sangat pun. Paling murah dan selalunya time2 gaji dah nak habis tu, kitorang makan kat Bakso Kubur Cina. Sedap wei! Kalau rasa macam ala2 kepuk sikit duit tu, makan la yang best sikit kan. Tapi kat JB banyak je tempat makan. Tapi tu tunggu post lain k.

2. Aktiviti wajib, KARAOKE!!! Memang dah tak ada kerja lain. Lepas makan je mesti karaoke. Tempat karaoke yang best dan tak mahal sangat selalunya dekat Show Planet atau Crazy Mike. Nak lagi murah, Suara OK je beli sejam dapat setengah jam percuma kalau pergi before 7.00p.m.

3. Tengok wayang. Kalau tengah musim, sehari tgk sampai 2-3 kali. Nuffsaid!

4. Lepak Starbucks.

5. Windows shopping, ni paling selalu. Kalau sorang yang nak beli barang, semua2 ikut g beli barang gak.

6. Boling. Yang ni tipu. Jarang sangat dah main boling ni. Saje jelah bagi cadangan main boling.


Apalagi eh yang kitorang buat? Entahlah. Kalau orang luar datang JB semua cakap JB tak best. Kalau tak best, jangan datang JB. eh? sentap pulak.

Kami2 ni bersyukur jelah kat JB ni. Jalan pun tak sesak sangat. Barang pun kalau pandai cari lubuk murah, insyaAllah jumpa. Saya sayang JOHOR BAHRU. Johor dihatiku!

Wow Lama Sangat Dah Ni

Yup I know, It's been so so so so so so long since my last post. I have to give up giving excuses anymore. Hehehe. My apologize to that.

Tenby has been real amazing! In fact, the best working place ever. It is totally different than the other typical international schools in JB.

The school is so much fun. We also operates both International syllabus and National syllabus. It's like we're having two schools at the same time. It's just, for the time being National only has two classes, Form 1 and Form 2. Next year, definitely, we'll have more than that. National Principal is so kind and a person I want to work with. He is definitely not a 'boss' but a 'leader'. In JB, it's so hard to find a leader but there are so many bosses who's bossing around in front of your nose. Pretty sick huh?

That's why I've been busy. Bukan sibuk mengajar je, dengan kelas Wawasan lagi, dan juga kelas CICTL yang disponsor oleh sekolah.

I am very thankful of all these changes and I hope I can be a better person in future.

InsyaAllah!

Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Goodbye 2014 and Hello 2015

It's been really wild! Yes, so wild.

Despite of all the wildness, I have learnt. So much! Started of 'still grieving' of my late grandma earlier this year and I have to admit that that is the most hardest thing I have went through so far, in life! Still not easy for me now. To be honest, I have a picture of my grandma that I've pasted on my wall so I can still see her beautiful face everyday. That's not easy, somehow I make it through Alhamdulillah. Along the way, I have visited few places this year like Malacca, Penang OMG, I LOVE PENANG so much. Everything seems to be perfect over there. Someday, I would really like to stay working in Penang. I love the food, the place and above of all, I love the people. I also went to Bandung somewhere in February (if im not mistaken) and yes, I love Bandung too. It's just a little bit too crowded for me but still, love it.

My birthday party has been really memorable this year since this is my last year celebrating birthday with my beloved Austin colleagues, still it's not easy though. My friends made a video compiling my pictures with everybody and that's the best gift ever after my owl gifts and my customade Owl's cake. I cried, alot, sadly not only me have cried, almost everybody cried on that day (Lol). I have worked at Austin Heights Schools since August 2011 until July 2014 and that's almost 3 years. Of course I have been so close to my dear students and colleagues and I have loved them so much. However, due to so many problem that I have encountered with the school management, I've chose to leave. Sad! But I've got to do what I've got to do.

Moving on to Fairview, seems that it's not working out and not gonna work anyway. I've chose to come back to my previous school but they only want me back by January. Of course I cannot wait for 3 months without proper job. So I've browsed through the wholelot Johore Bahru seeking for a job. Thank goodness, Marlborough College Malaysia have accepted me! Alhamdulillah, so I started there somewhere in October. It was really fun and I have met so many wonderful people there! The only thing is I am not a teacher there. Just a teaching assistant. However, my teacher, Mihaela Marcovici is so awesome. She makes me feel wanted and always make me feel very important in the artroom. Once a while, she let me handle some art lessons. I can never thank enough to her. She is such an amazing person I have ever met. Sadly, I've changed my mind again and, I've turned to Tenby Schools at Setia Eco Gardens. It was so hard. I started to love everybody in Marlborough and to my surprise, my fellow teaching assistants make a surprise farewell party for me. It was a grande party, with helium balloons tied to the chair, sash, goodies bag with alphabet 'W' on it, dinner and wonderful gift. Of course, it was really memorable moment for me too.

Half-month ago, I have started working at Tenby! So far so effing good. I've been given a laptop for our own use (of course for the sake of the lesson!) And I am looking forward to see all the students once they come back from the holidays!

I don't have any new year's resolutions as it's never work for me! I dont mind what's my 2015 gonna be, I had enough of 2014 so bring it on!

Anyway, There are so many people I've met and there are so many people that I wanna thank to but it will be never enough to just mention them here.

With this opportunity, on the new year's eve I would like to say thank you to everybody just to let you know that I am always thankful for being given a chance to meet you and it's such an honour to have you in my life! I am not who I am today, without YOU!

Thank You & Happy New Year 2015
Wafi


Thursday, December 11, 2014

Re re re re repeat

Berat bahu memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul. Haaa, tu diahhh. Jangan memain, sekali dibaginya peribahasa perbidalan melayu lama.

Kihkihkih.

Kalau bahasa orang putih, tajuk dia "the heavier the eyes see, the heavier the shoulders hold". Kau ada?

Well, I know that it's been a while since my last post. Yes, I did promised that I will post more frequent but due to so many life changing and re-adaptability I have to settle whatever prior to me first.

So I've been telling that I am leaving Austin Heights for Fairview International School right? Well it's turn up to be un-amazing. I kinda fell sick and Ive last for a month there. The management kinda sucks too. Just like Austin Heights. So I gave up on them and I quit the job and being jobless for a month.

After a while, I've got a job at Marlborough College Malaysia. It was really amazing! And how international it is totally incomparable with the typical International Schools in JB. Their standard is way up high and very professional. I certainly have enjoyed my time there and it was the best journey of my working place so far. Even though for only two months, I've learnt like amazingly a lot.

However, I was not a teacher at Marlborough. So I kinda look up for another and I've got into Tenby Schools which located at Setia Eco Gardens, Gelang Patah. Kinda close to Marlborough too actually. And I can't event compare these two schools either. Both are almost at the same level. They are damn good and well-established schools i would say.

It took me a while to make a decision and finally I've decided to leave Marlborough for Tenby and that was the hardest decision I've ever made.

My journey at Marlborough just like no others. I have to say that I am still missing Austin Heights (obviously because of my ex-colleagues and students, not at all because of the management), and now I am gonna miss Marlborough. The kids are all amazing, even though almost 90% are foreigners (most Whites), but they've treated me like I was a part of them and I have to say that I love them so much.

And, right this moment I'm typing out this 'not-so-long' paragraph I am officially jobless but it wont be so long because I'm gonna start my work as a Teacher at Tenby next Tuesday which is like 4 more days to go. Au revoir Marlborough College Malaysia and hello Tenby.

I hope that I have made a very wise decision and wish me luck!

Wednesday, November 12, 2014

go run run run run im gonna stay right here

remember our time together?
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Thursday, July 17, 2014

Esok Hari Last

Kan aku cakap nak berhenti kerja kan?

Nampaknya esok merupakan hari last aku mengajar kat Austin Heights ni.
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Ya rabb, sedih, sayu pulak hati ni.

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

First Day of Being 25th - Happy Birthday Wafi

Ahem..ahem..
Firstoff, Happy 25th Birthday to me. Not sure if I am getting older or younger. Age seems like just a number to me (nak sedapkan hati je ni).
I have to thanks so many people for wishing me my birthday and those people with effort to beautifulize my bday. Awwwwww! I cant thank you enough for that.
Now I would like to tell you the story that happened during my celebration day. Few months back, ive been told that there are going to be no celebration for me this year. And im fine with that. On my bday, most of my inner circle did not wish me, properly, at all. And before the school ends, we gathered in a room for bday wishes to another colleague whod shared the same bday date with me. I am still fine. No matter what. Well i wont request for that eh. Endup, dismissed and everyone seems to pack and "leave" to go back home.
Suddenly, one of my colleagues kinda asked me a favour to change her spare tyre on her car. So my pleasure to help until we reached the lobby, suddenly I was blindfolded, and being pushed in a car. Argh, i knew it! Miahaha. And they nailed that beautifully. So they drove the car for quite sometimes and we reached the location. Being dragged into a place which i dont know, and once they lift my blinder, VOILAHH we are all in a restaurant and suddenly theyve put a very large hat on my head with the theme from Alice in Wonderland and ive become the Mad Hatter. Some became the rabbit, the cat and theyve put the playing cards scatterly on the dining table. It was lovely and it was really a wonderland-like.
After few while, here comes the cake! It was a very huge-sized owl cake and we sang after, then weve cut it into tiny pieces. It was a very nice cake tho despite of fighting emotion of not cutting the owl because it was so damn beautiful and cute.
My friends prepared so many present for me and I felt pempered so much with whatever happening around. 1st present is a beautiful "music player" cap. 2nd present is two minions figurine. 3rd is a mix of owl stuff (calculator, passport cover) and Totoro stuff (VCD, keychain). 4th is a rattan stick (hehehe). 5th is a wonderful bagpack and an owl keychain on it, awwww. And not to forget, that ive recieved the most wonderful card ever as it is a custom-made card and it is so owlsomely beautiful.
The utmost special gift that ive ever recieved in my whole entire life is a video presentation for me, about me to be clear. And it was made by my fellow friends. After present-giving, all of us sitting at one side and they place a laptop at the center and we watched the video together. It was a compilation of my video together with all other teachers and after half of the video, ive broke into tears and i just couldnt hold it anymore longer. With audio effects of few songs make it even more harder to digest. After half of the video, there are the compilation of greeting wishes from my friends and to be honest, i couldnt read much im struggle with mixed feeling passing through the emotion. To see and real all of those beautiful messages had obviously touched my heart wholeheartedly. After the video ended, i turn my face around and ive seeb alot of people also shedding tears and it was a very very emotional moment for all of us. It was a total silent after the video and i couldnt thank the  enough for whatever they have done to me.
I have never thought that i have touched so many hearts and how close they can be to me whether they are my local friends or my foreigner friends. I felt showered and pempered by all of the things that they have done to me. I wish and i hope, our friendship will stay on forever, wherever i may go.
I bet, soon farewell will be the next emotional thing for me to get through but i will. I wish i could stay but i am still thinking and depending on God's fate now.
Well, shed the tears and hold my head up high. I should be proud that i am still given a chance to celebrate my 25th bday and showered with all the wonderful wishes from all my friends and families. God bless you guys!
Last but not least, HB Awafi!
*post in English didedikasikan kepada kawan2 sekolah yang tak reti cakap bahasa melayu. Hikhikhik. Sayang awak semua!












Sunday, May 25, 2014

Tak reti nak letak tajuk apa

Aku sajelah nak share,

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jadi cikgu kat sekolah lain, sebab sekolah aku (reason biar aku pendam sendiri).

YAY! Nanti aku upload gambo sekolah baru okay.

Im feeling 22

Waklu 22, dah 25 kot. Okay, first of all, age is just a number. Get it?

Orang cakap, 25th is the best year that could even happen in a person's life. Psychologically, strength peaks around 25 years of age. Haa, nampak tak permainan dia? It's a freaking quarter a century, nampak x? Nobody lives a century anymore these days. Kan?

Walau apa pun yang berlaku, hidup memang perlu diteruskan. Terutamanya bila ramai orang yang disayangi dah tak ada disisi. Yang paling dirasai adalah kehilangan arwah atok. Tiap kali mimpi pasal dia, bila bangun tidur mesti macam nak hempas sesuatu. Remuk betul hati ni. Tapi at least itu adalah mimpi yang gembira, sebab masa tu jelah masih dapat dengar hilai tawa dia, suara dia, gurau senda dia, rasa macam taknak bangun dah dari mimpi itu. It could be the best dream in my life. And her lost, ruin every single things in my life. Her lost, breaks me and i am in a pieces now. Not much of direction and I don't even care to find one.

Tak dapat nak bayangkan hari raya nanti macam mana.

Anyway, being 25th is not a big deal at all. And despite of so many things, I dont even care a damn thing to feel my 25th. Just for the sake of number, and getting older. Hehehehe. I wont say older, I would say matured.

Walau apa pun yang terjadi dan bakal terjadi, jangan mengalah. Langsung! Tidak sama sekali! Sebab ada banyak lagi sebab untuk kita semua berada di dunia ini.

Kan?

#selamat harijadiwafi