Thursday, April 26, 2018

Saya Masih Cinta Padamu

Lagu ni
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adalah sangat sad!
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Still Love You - Lee Hong Gi & Yoo Hwe Seung

Aduh Sakit Kepala

Sakit kepala? Saya tiada masa untuk itu. *iklan panadol jap*

Okay, pada yang mengenali diri saya, pastinya anda mengetahui yang saya juga adalah pengidap tegar migraine.

First of all, ramai yang konfius antara migraine dengan sakit kepala. Dik, kalau ala2 sengal-sengal, pening-pening biasa, tu sakit kepala je dik. Jangan over sangat. Sakit kepala biasanya hilang dalam masa yang singkat, ataupun dengan makan panadol je, hilang dah. Okay, tu sakit kepala.

Tapi kalau migraine, Allahurobbi! Selalunya sakit dia berlarutan berjam-jam, kadang-kadang the whole day, or night! Biasanya kalau migraine, kite memang dah tak boleh buat apa dah. Berserah jelah pada yang Maha Esa.

Selalunya kalau migraine, kesakitan tu macam roaming seluruh kepala. Ada masa dia attack gradually, ada masa one shot. Yang gradually tu kira okay lagi, kau boleh la buat persediaan kan. Tapi yang kalau one shot tu, peh, terus K.O. Kite ni ada low-blood pressure, pastu hantu kopi, so, memang layak lah dapat migraine tu zzzzzz.

Okay, jadi sekarang nak bagi tahu la sedikit tips tentang cara nak mengatasi situasi-situasi migraine itu.

ps. Selalunya memang tak ada penawar, sebab penawarnya adalah rehat yang cukup, dan juga aliran oksigen dalam kepala otak.

1. Tutup lampu, elak cahaya, selubung dengan gebor, tido la kau. Selalunya bila migraine, mata kite akan sangat sensitif pada cahaya. Dan kite pulak adalah seorang yang agak tak suka gelap. Jadi kalau berlaku tengah malam, kite tutup jelah muka dengan gebor. Pastu tido la ngko!

2. Minum air sambil tahan nafas. Kena ulang beberapa kali, kalau perlua buat jelah banyak2. Macam 2-3 minit ke. Tak janji la migraine tu hilang, tapi bearable.

3. Tarik nafas panjang-panjang, pastu hembus perlahan2. Sama gak, ulang la banyak2 kali. Ini membantu semoga oksigen dapat bergerak di dalam kepala otak.

4. Makan je penadol, langkah pencegahan gitu. Ada minyak apa2, kau sapu jelah kat kepala. Oh, guna essential oil untuk hidu-hiduan. Agak bagus la di situ. Kite suka yang peppermint. Dapppp!

5. Urut-urut kepala, dan juga tangan. Peliknya, migraine kat kepala, tapi urut tangan. Haa, jangan tak tahu, (maybe tahyul gak la) orang kata urat-urat safaf ke ape benda ke, ada yang connected dekat tangan kita, jadi no harm trying kan?

6. Elakkan coffee, teh. Sebab caffeine boleh trigger lagi teruk. However, however, however, kita ada kawan yang kalau migraine, dia kena minum coffee lagi. Pelik? agak la.

7. Mandi basahkan kepala. Yang ini agak membantu. Pastu sujud macam banyak kali, biar kepala ke bawah, kaki kat atas. Nak lancarkan aliran darah tu.

8. Yang last ni, kau redha jelah. Kita selalunya akan bahagia kalau kita redha. So kalau ada migraine tu, redha jelah ek?

Okay, bye. Nak sambung tengok Korean drama.

Monday, April 23, 2018

Knocking on Heaven's Door, Looking for My Mum

31st March 2018

Mak has left all of us to a better place. I heard she's heading to Jannah (heaven) now. Mak left without even say goodbye to me =(
She couldn't wait because she was rushing to Jannah.

I was in Cape Town, South Africa. I guess she don't want to see my terrible crying face *which I cry terribly, every fricking nights*.

I was at the wedding. Beautiful one! At the hotel next to the beach. Of course the view is stunning. Little did I know that beautiful view to be replaced with something exquisite.

My heart literally break, broken. To tiny tiny tiny pieces.

Empty.

Received a call, then pack my stuff, to the airport, rushing back but it took me 26 hours to reach home. By the time I reached home, it was already a little too late.

Sad, terribly sad.
Guilt, definitely guilty.

I did not manage to see my mum for the last time *just few video calls with my sister to her from the phone screen*. I did not manage to kiss my mum's cheek for the last time. I did not manage to hug her for the very last time. Above all, I did not manage to be there, to send her to eternity. I cannot see her forever!

The only thing I can do now, to pray for both of us to see each other again in heaven. I know that she will be waiting! She is! And I am going to see her!

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, kau hindarilah dia dari azab kuburMu, dari azab api nerakaMu. Kau permudahkanlah jalannya menuju syurgaMu dan Kau pertemukanlah kami semula nanti di sana, agar kami berdua dapat bersama-sama berpegangan tangan berjalan-jalan di taman Firdausi nanti.

Al Fatihah.

Mana semua orang?

Ramai dah
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berhenti jadi blogger.

Sad la macam ni!
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Come back to me please!

Okay, here we go!

I have to say that I have lost interest in writing blog since internet can be very annoying, people are too judgy, and I cannot express enough by doing so.

So, if I post something silly, or something not so normal, people will immediately judge me and trust me, the damage can be done so easily!

And, not to mention what stays in the internet, stays FOREVAHHHH! Just like how my students found my pictures, so I have to contact google, yahoo bla bla bla to remove the innocent photos of me from the cloud (I don't even want to start, so don't ask me what is cloud!)

But you know what?

This blog has been my online diary, a classic journal of what I've been through on my daily life. Something that I could share with many many many people. My happy little pills!

So, if I wrote something and people are being judgy, that is definitely their problem, not mine!

Maybe it is time for me to write again! Blah blah blah blah.

Haha, I am being super lazy. Getting old now!
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Okay, let me tell you a story now.

I believe my last post was somewhere 2014?, where I was still a teacher at Austin Heights International School. But I left that school (I cant remember when). I left to Fairview International School, for just a month. Just a month! Then I applied for both Tenby School, and Marlborough College. SO I got a job at Marlborough College as and Art Assistant. It was very interesting when I was working at Marlborough, I was like a Teaching Assistant to the main Art Teacher, but she was super amazing and I always told her that I want to become a teacher, the real main teacher. But along the time, Tenby called me and they offered me better that what Marlborough did, so I left again to Tenby.

Tenby was definitely amazing! I spent two years working there and surprisingly I have learnt a lot! Like more that what I've learnt from the other three school that I have been working with.

But of course, time goes by, amazing offer turned up so I grabbed. That is for Crescendo HELP International School where I am working at the moment. It's been a year and four months now and I have no other feeling about this school yet. I love this school so much and I can see my future here *unless there's better offer from another school, ha ha ha*.

So I am proud to say, that I have taught Arts for Primary for both national and international, and Secondary for national, and now I am teaching IGCSE for Arts Secondary.

I know it's been quite a few schools. People might think that I'm crazy to be jumping schools just like that. But I guess, that is the perks of being Mr. Wafs!

Love.

Maybe I Should Write Again

To write

or not to write.

That is the question!

Friday, October 2, 2015

Bukan ku tak mahu

Lamanya tak post bloggggg!!!!

Ni bukan bersarang, kalau rumah tinggal, hantu dah check-in dah.

Susah sikit la sekarang ni sebab student secondary. Dulu ajar primary, dorang tak pandai sangat google nama cikgu cari asal-usul segala. Budak secondary ni siap google images. Korasa?

Lepas ni memang tak boleh nak post panas2 sgt. Bahaya, viral nanti matilah nak kene benti keje lepas tu niaga kat pasor malam je.

Hari tu, untuk lesson ICT siap ada budak gugel gambarku dan post pula di blog beliau. Gugur jantung aku. Kalau gambor elok takpelah jugak. Ni gambo 3 tahun lepas tengah buat review pasal nose strip tu. Hamaigad!

Tapi tulah. Nak buat macam mana. Dah nasib la jadi cikgu ni.

Korang yg muda2 ni ingat sikit. Kot tetibe jd cikgu, g delete gambo2 g clubbing semua tu. Walaubagaimanapun, terserahla pada individu ittuew k. I memang jenis cikgu dont gv a damn gitu. Hihihi.

Okay, penat. Bye!

Sunday, June 21, 2015

Orang JB

Nampak tak kalau tak ada apa2 yang hendak dibicarakan, mula la aku ni nak merepek ni. Hikhikhik. Ni nak bagi tahu sikit, nak sembang kencang sikit nak bilang apa yang orang2 JB selalu buat kalau kitorang bosan.
Aku dengan geng2 aku memang jenis JBForever, kitorang hidup mati JB gitu, katanya!!!

1. Kitorang selalu makan, kalau sekali keluar makan mesti 5-6 kali. eh? Macam banyak sangat tu. Okay laaaa mesti 2 ke atas. Haaaaa. Kat mana kitorang selalu makan? Itu memang depends, tapi kalau ditanya nak makan mana, itu memang soalan yang paling sukar nak dijawab. Sebab kitorang ni jenis yang suka berjimat cermat, tempat makan haruslah tidak mahal sangat, tapi bukan murah sangat pun. Paling murah dan selalunya time2 gaji dah nak habis tu, kitorang makan kat Bakso Kubur Cina. Sedap wei! Kalau rasa macam ala2 kepuk sikit duit tu, makan la yang best sikit kan. Tapi kat JB banyak je tempat makan. Tapi tu tunggu post lain k.

2. Aktiviti wajib, KARAOKE!!! Memang dah tak ada kerja lain. Lepas makan je mesti karaoke. Tempat karaoke yang best dan tak mahal sangat selalunya dekat Show Planet atau Crazy Mike. Nak lagi murah, Suara OK je beli sejam dapat setengah jam percuma kalau pergi before 7.00p.m.

3. Tengok wayang. Kalau tengah musim, sehari tgk sampai 2-3 kali. Nuffsaid!

4. Lepak Starbucks.

5. Windows shopping, ni paling selalu. Kalau sorang yang nak beli barang, semua2 ikut g beli barang gak.

6. Boling. Yang ni tipu. Jarang sangat dah main boling ni. Saje jelah bagi cadangan main boling.


Apalagi eh yang kitorang buat? Entahlah. Kalau orang luar datang JB semua cakap JB tak best. Kalau tak best, jangan datang JB. eh? sentap pulak.

Kami2 ni bersyukur jelah kat JB ni. Jalan pun tak sesak sangat. Barang pun kalau pandai cari lubuk murah, insyaAllah jumpa. Saya sayang JOHOR BAHRU. Johor dihatiku!

Wow Lama Sangat Dah Ni

Yup I know, It's been so so so so so so long since my last post. I have to give up giving excuses anymore. Hehehe. My apologize to that.

Tenby has been real amazing! In fact, the best working place ever. It is totally different than the other typical international schools in JB.

The school is so much fun. We also operates both International syllabus and National syllabus. It's like we're having two schools at the same time. It's just, for the time being National only has two classes, Form 1 and Form 2. Next year, definitely, we'll have more than that. National Principal is so kind and a person I want to work with. He is definitely not a 'boss' but a 'leader'. In JB, it's so hard to find a leader but there are so many bosses who's bossing around in front of your nose. Pretty sick huh?

That's why I've been busy. Bukan sibuk mengajar je, dengan kelas Wawasan lagi, dan juga kelas CICTL yang disponsor oleh sekolah.

I am very thankful of all these changes and I hope I can be a better person in future.

InsyaAllah!

Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Goodbye 2014 and Hello 2015

It's been really wild! Yes, so wild.

Despite of all the wildness, I have learnt. So much! Started of 'still grieving' of my late grandma earlier this year and I have to admit that that is the most hardest thing I have went through so far, in life! Still not easy for me now. To be honest, I have a picture of my grandma that I've pasted on my wall so I can still see her beautiful face everyday. That's not easy, somehow I make it through Alhamdulillah. Along the way, I have visited few places this year like Malacca, Penang OMG, I LOVE PENANG so much. Everything seems to be perfect over there. Someday, I would really like to stay working in Penang. I love the food, the place and above of all, I love the people. I also went to Bandung somewhere in February (if im not mistaken) and yes, I love Bandung too. It's just a little bit too crowded for me but still, love it.

My birthday party has been really memorable this year since this is my last year celebrating birthday with my beloved Austin colleagues, still it's not easy though. My friends made a video compiling my pictures with everybody and that's the best gift ever after my owl gifts and my customade Owl's cake. I cried, alot, sadly not only me have cried, almost everybody cried on that day (Lol). I have worked at Austin Heights Schools since August 2011 until July 2014 and that's almost 3 years. Of course I have been so close to my dear students and colleagues and I have loved them so much. However, due to so many problem that I have encountered with the school management, I've chose to leave. Sad! But I've got to do what I've got to do.

Moving on to Fairview, seems that it's not working out and not gonna work anyway. I've chose to come back to my previous school but they only want me back by January. Of course I cannot wait for 3 months without proper job. So I've browsed through the wholelot Johore Bahru seeking for a job. Thank goodness, Marlborough College Malaysia have accepted me! Alhamdulillah, so I started there somewhere in October. It was really fun and I have met so many wonderful people there! The only thing is I am not a teacher there. Just a teaching assistant. However, my teacher, Mihaela Marcovici is so awesome. She makes me feel wanted and always make me feel very important in the artroom. Once a while, she let me handle some art lessons. I can never thank enough to her. She is such an amazing person I have ever met. Sadly, I've changed my mind again and, I've turned to Tenby Schools at Setia Eco Gardens. It was so hard. I started to love everybody in Marlborough and to my surprise, my fellow teaching assistants make a surprise farewell party for me. It was a grande party, with helium balloons tied to the chair, sash, goodies bag with alphabet 'W' on it, dinner and wonderful gift. Of course, it was really memorable moment for me too.

Half-month ago, I have started working at Tenby! So far so effing good. I've been given a laptop for our own use (of course for the sake of the lesson!) And I am looking forward to see all the students once they come back from the holidays!

I don't have any new year's resolutions as it's never work for me! I dont mind what's my 2015 gonna be, I had enough of 2014 so bring it on!

Anyway, There are so many people I've met and there are so many people that I wanna thank to but it will be never enough to just mention them here.

With this opportunity, on the new year's eve I would like to say thank you to everybody just to let you know that I am always thankful for being given a chance to meet you and it's such an honour to have you in my life! I am not who I am today, without YOU!

Thank You & Happy New Year 2015
Wafi